Sha Elektra

I want one of this!

Anyway I'm so tired of art but I shall press on. Sure, Mdm Lim want us to get distinctions but she is like: Faster, don't slack, we only have six months, faster, don't slack, we only have six more months, no make it darker, haiya where is your highlight, faster, don't slack, we only have six months, don't make me use the grey book on you, Shahidah stop talking, Chuan hao you too! (Cos she always pick on us both and only the both of us.) Don't slack, faster, we only have six months. I feel like a spider or an ant, whatever it is. BUT I WILL PRESS ON! Gah, I feel so pressurized.

And this whole week is like test test test. I have Combined Humanities test tomorrow plus English Nlevel Paper Two trial. And I just had my Chemistry test and Math test. I can't for my weekends to come man. In fact I can't wait for Saturday to come, cos I will be going for dinner with Mikh they all!!! Foodfoodfood! Chilli crabs! And satays! :D I am going to have a sumptious dinner yo! Alongside the people I love so much, its sex. And then I'l try sleeping my ass off the whole Sunday to make up for the sleep I lost during this week.

Will be having my second match for zonals tomorrow. TTTKA baby! A must to win. We must top our group okay and beat Outram too. And then reach Toa Payoh sports hall. Thinking for all the years I have played netball, my team never made it to that place we dreamt of all our lives. And looking at those people I played against in a friendly yesterday, I see how time flies. Like how I felt so embarrassed when I fell into the school eco garden pond ten years ago (SBKNNCB!), hearing Xinyi saying Asshole for more than 98374693778293 times a day (Something random I thought of) and ultimately the times I spent, throught thick and thin with these people. Now that we're going our separate ways, I realised I missed a HUGE part of my life. Alot. Okay I'l shut up now hahha emo shittt.

And somehow I feel that I know something about you that even your best buddies don't or maybe I'm just thinking too much again which sucks cos its a total headache. Fuck, I rather not love. Its just very time consuming and face the fact, secondary school is obviously more than just having a crush on someone and then get your poor heart broken time and again. Give it a break.

And I went to walk BaoBao to the Shell station to get some food just now and it was damn hell shit tiring.

Oh God, this has been a long one and today has been a long day for me.

K bye.

Edit/ And I heard the juniors lost! ): But it was so close. Come on! Don't be disheartened. Just win the rest okay and no matter what just put in your best and if you fail, at least you know you gave it your all. Keep your chin up girls (: