Sha Elektra

i guess all im hoping for is that you'l be there for me in the end too

i cant wait for friday cos school ends early. i cant wait for saturday cos all of us will be celebrating bev and sze's birthday at irlydontknowwhere and its like danny might come. omfg, haha. i need to quit taking cab to school. i just busted twenty over dollars for two mornings just to get to school on time. i need to wake up earlier. i must rmb to shit before i sleep so that i dont need to alight halfway during my bus ride to school to go to some macdonalds toilet and then take cab in the end. i need to learn to be more patient with myself. i have to stop listen to sappy love songs and then fucking cry like a gay

its only tuesday and im sick of fried fish. i dont know why i keep on eating the same thing over and over again for every single recess. im sick of it but im still queueing up for it. and $2.50 is alot of money for recess, mind you. maybe i should freaking queue at the snack bar and start eating my two serving of fruits from now on. speaking of food, vic and bev are cooking now. i must taste their food later on or it'l be a great loss. im so greatful that my two bestest best friends can cook (: i'l be a happy kid if they cook for me one day. think simple club sandwiches with layers of cheddar cheese, a bottle of bubbly and just the three of us at botanical gardens or even mt faber at night. sounds delish! if only my used to be special friends whom i had so much fun with could come, it'd be a joy, i kinda miss lau pa sat i swear. i dont know wtf is wrong with me. but never order chilli crab from there cos it sucks and its like throwing your money down the filthy drain with squashed dead mice in it

and stupid timothy noel tan if you ever read this which i doubt you will but wtf cares: YOU AR. I GOT A TRUCKLOAD OF THINGS TO TELL YOU BUT BUT BUT YOURE LIKE ALL EW! I'L FUCKING DRIP MY BLOOD ON YOUR FACE MAN. I'L FART AT AN OPEN FLAME AND BURN YOUR HEART I TELL YOU. IMBECILE. YOU FREAKING SATANIST I'L BITE YOUR ASS SOON

hmm, all in all im alright with school. i just gotta pull my grades up. math i think its a goner. but i rly need my chemistry so that i can pass my combined science. ive to practise on my structured questions for combined humanities too. i have to revise bio also. mugging later. cross my fingers and rly hope i can focus and stop laughing or like get high that easily