Sha Elektra

holly monolly i hope im as happy as i am pretending. anyway just a thought, maybe i'l be attractive if i had an eating disorder hahahahahahah k shush

list up to five things you want to say to five different people in no particular order. do not state who these people are:

1)so this is me on the verge tripping on the edge while trying to reach out as far as i can to you but whatever
2)i am very happy for you yknow! i dont know if you'l ever read this but i do rly care haha even though i no longer talk to you but lau pa sat and pool at depot rd was fun. we won rmb! k hahah and take care when you graduate okay and like hope you'd get to go to the ite of your choice too. much love and misses! :DDDDD
3)i love you and i always will forever and ever babe (: my bestest bf in the whole world i swear
4)i dont know whats happening between us but i hope it'l subside soon enough. i understand school started and you wanna concentrate on your studies and youre angry with the other one because of the way she behaves but let me tell you something, i wouldnt know how you feel unless you tell me k. i rly love you as a buddy. take it or leave it
5)i dont know who you are anymore cos you wouldnt talk to me and youre avoiding me for some time alr, like since holiday started. it feels so weird when we're in the bus and we're not talking. for example this morning, you were all hostile to me and you were unwilling to talk. i rly wonder, how many special people change? you tell me

moving on;
school is being a major ass bitch. prelims is like in august and the fact that i am an incredible procrastinator rly doesnt help at all. i swear im gg to flunk my n levels but according to phuaenen, as long as i get 2s for art eng mother tongue, then i'l have 7pts to blow for the rest. okay i seriously dont know what im talking about but just hope for the best. yeah right, i alr know im screwed for my two most importants subjects which are my combined science and math. jesus, even if i were to get through nlvl, how am i supposed to cope for amaths next yr? bitchhhhhh

im gg to train with the juniors tomorrow. i need to kick back and relax man. im so uptight abt things that im neglecting me myself and i. i worry so much and it doesnt even benefit me in anyway but yeah okay whatever sha, you need to lighten up yo! dang, natxu. if theres another chance for us to go out again can we please please please go corduroy cafe and then eat sakae and then just suck on candycanes til we get home? hopefully.

k thats enough for today. adios!