Wednesday, September 19, 2007









everyone needs someone, i dont see why im being made the exception

im feeling mighty lonesome havent slept a wink
i walk the floor and watch the door and in between i drink
im talking t the shadows one o'clock to four
and lord, how slow the moments go when all i do is pour

im moody all the morning
and im mourning all the night
and in between its nicotine and not much heart to fight

black coffee
feeling low as the ground
its driving me crazy, this waiting for my baby
t maybe come around

alright updatezzz, last night i met dewey in the longest time at the pump room 3B river valley rd #01-09 the foundry, clarke quay. hahah he and his 'what ifs' is seriously driving me crazy. i bet v will agree with me incessantly!
i cant help but t laugh when i think about the time he some gay song at esplanade with his nametag on and all of us were drinking jack daniels. but seems like he hasnt grown an inch :) had a nice long chat with v. wait debate rather hahah about stuff. i was in need t talk t someone badly so she was nice enough t spare some time. and omfg, guess who i saw in the bistro next to pump room's? nicholas scorpion! HAHAHA HE WAS WEARING A KILT hahah part of the uniform at highlander la and he has long hair now. not hot, not hot at all tsk

drowned my sorrows in alcohol and nicotine afterwhich headed t holland village t pass buddy something precious. remember i bought the little angel pin for the team back in 06? i never thought anybody would actually keep it and took it as something significant t them but buddy did. she actually take it along during her matches. she lost it not too long ago like i think she dropped it somewhere cos the back of the pin is kinda lose. so a few days back i went back t the shop and im so lucky! they have like two more so i bought another one for her. i like the warm fuzzy feeling of being appreciated, its just very satisfying. not only that buddy was there for me too on the day i got my results in 04 when i retained. she cooked for me maggi mee and played the ps2 for the whole evening. it made me feel so much better, rly. and like she is the best one of the best ones. i couldnt ask for more and til today she is still my buddy and i thank god for her existence. i know i have so much more t say other than all of this but i guess i hold on t that thought awhile longer. i feel that god is on the opposing side but nonetheless i know everything he does is for a reason

i didnt go school today cos i needed the day off plus wednesdays are such a drag. all of the subjects clumped into six hours, i just cant take it. at first i thought heck just go t school and sign out during recess or something but haiya i'm sorry i didn't go cos of something irrelevant t school. big sigh

on a lighter note, there is six periods of art. maybe that can take some things of my mind just painting endlessly for three hours and let all those crazy people in my class make me laugh so hard until i get tummyaches :) alright, indulging in hardy's caberet sauvignon 06 right now. drink t my heart's content and wake up just in time for a minor hangover. k bye oh and i bet v will love this song too cos i fell in love with it three minutes ago

sometimes love is just aint enough/patty smyth

i dont want t lose you i dont wanna use you just to have somebody by my side
and i dont want t hate you i dont want t take you but i dont want t be the one t cry
that dont rly matter t anyone anymore but like a fool i keep losing my place

but theres a danger in loving somebody too much
and its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust
theres a reason why people dont stay where they are
sometimes love just ain't enough

now i could never change you i dont want t blame you
you dont have to take the fall yes i may have hurt you but i did not desert you
maybe i just want t have it all tt makes a sound like thunder it makes me feel like rain
and like a fool who will never see the truth i keep thinking somethings gg t change

and theres no way home when its late at night and you're all alone
are there things that you wanted to say?

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