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timmie, youre an asscrack
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i fought with mom before i left home last night and i regretted big time la fuck
a note for mama
i did not mean to raise my voice at you but you know you ought to apologise for accusing and i dont like it when you start digressing because it makes me feel even more angry when you dont get my point. dont you think our family is dysfunctional enough? i just need more trust from you. so you may have found out things that i kept from you and im sorry but sometimes i just dont have enough heart to tell you everything right in your face because i dont want you to get all upset. as much as i really hate to say this but i really need my own space sometimes. i know what im doing and i wish you would accept me for who i am and how i wish to express myself. afterall, i am growing up. there's a first time for everything and if i dont learn now then when? i know you are constantly worrying about me being out so late and for the fact that i have not officially turned 18 yet. you battle with the fear that i might get into big trouble with the law. i feel your unconditional love and concern towards me, your only daughter but like i have said you have to trust me. and i will always bare in mind what you always stress out to me, never dance to anybody's tune. true, i will not and never will i. im sorry i shouted at you and made your heart sank before you left to go somewhere last night. i really didnt mean it man. i love you mama :( AND I KNOW YOU WILL READ THIS so yeah im sincerely sorry okay okay okay dont petty la
anway last night was well spent without the presence of all the vices like for example ALCOHOL. v and i cancelled our plans to go to the pump room cos its such a waste of money and i find it totally loser to always go these places cos you're really wasting money. one glass of whatever concoction you want is at least, let me repeat, at least $13.50. that amount of money could possibly be used for something more worth it like buying more clothes OR it could just be in my savings for a rainy day i dont know haha. so the both of us spent time talking to each other outside the mandarin hotel and just seriously laughing at some damn random jokes. she is damn comical man, all her imaginations and thoughts all put together can produce a comic book. she is my best friend, my pillar of strength when im like dying already. she is one of the many people i actually look up to cos i seldom see her break down or whine or complain alot. she gives 100% all out in friendships but the only bad thing about her is that she is just plain lazy sometimes that it gets on my nerves. itsdamn it difficult to wake her up when she falls into her deep slumber balls! spent a good $35 on supper at cineleisure.
decided to go home at around 3am. so i took nr8 to her house so that i can change to nr5. we went to the wrong bus stop thats why, fucking hell. so in any case that wasnt that bad but after i boarded my nr5 it fucking broke down two stops after? i paid $3 to go to two bus stops?! and that was the last nr5. so i cabbed (fucking waste my $5 balls) to v's house and stayed here until now. thank god i brought extra everything so i managed to shower! hahaha
dewey came down and we chit chat and he treated us to macs at like 5am. thanks dewey! and he left. ay and i realised something, he actually is an amazing person to talk to. although half the time i think he is damn good at boasting.. haha but yeah and when he starts talking about his work (he works in the pump room anyway) there will be no end to it cos its his passion and goes all out for it. talking about earning money, its really tough. looks like ive got alot to learn from him hahaha
piercings and homosexuality? i dont think it shouldn be stereotyped. its very annoying. i dont like all of you at all already. youre making me mad. at the end of the day its between me and god and i dont think all of you will be there when god is questioning me when my time has come. meanwhile, god and i have an understanding and it doesn't concern all of your names so please just go away thank you
alright i know this has been an extra long post, i didnt ask you to read it anyway hahaha bye
a note for mama
i did not mean to raise my voice at you but you know you ought to apologise for accusing and i dont like it when you start digressing because it makes me feel even more angry when you dont get my point. dont you think our family is dysfunctional enough? i just need more trust from you. so you may have found out things that i kept from you and im sorry but sometimes i just dont have enough heart to tell you everything right in your face because i dont want you to get all upset. as much as i really hate to say this but i really need my own space sometimes. i know what im doing and i wish you would accept me for who i am and how i wish to express myself. afterall, i am growing up. there's a first time for everything and if i dont learn now then when? i know you are constantly worrying about me being out so late and for the fact that i have not officially turned 18 yet. you battle with the fear that i might get into big trouble with the law. i feel your unconditional love and concern towards me, your only daughter but like i have said you have to trust me. and i will always bare in mind what you always stress out to me, never dance to anybody's tune. true, i will not and never will i. im sorry i shouted at you and made your heart sank before you left to go somewhere last night. i really didnt mean it man. i love you mama :( AND I KNOW YOU WILL READ THIS so yeah im sincerely sorry okay okay okay dont petty la
anway last night was well spent without the presence of all the vices like for example ALCOHOL. v and i cancelled our plans to go to the pump room cos its such a waste of money and i find it totally loser to always go these places cos you're really wasting money. one glass of whatever concoction you want is at least, let me repeat, at least $13.50. that amount of money could possibly be used for something more worth it like buying more clothes OR it could just be in my savings for a rainy day i dont know haha. so the both of us spent time talking to each other outside the mandarin hotel and just seriously laughing at some damn random jokes. she is damn comical man, all her imaginations and thoughts all put together can produce a comic book. she is my best friend, my pillar of strength when im like dying already. she is one of the many people i actually look up to cos i seldom see her break down or whine or complain alot. she gives 100% all out in friendships but the only bad thing about her is that she is just plain lazy sometimes that it gets on my nerves. itsdamn it difficult to wake her up when she falls into her deep slumber balls! spent a good $35 on supper at cineleisure.
decided to go home at around 3am. so i took nr8 to her house so that i can change to nr5. we went to the wrong bus stop thats why, fucking hell. so in any case that wasnt that bad but after i boarded my nr5 it fucking broke down two stops after? i paid $3 to go to two bus stops?! and that was the last nr5. so i cabbed (fucking waste my $5 balls) to v's house and stayed here until now. thank god i brought extra everything so i managed to shower! hahaha
dewey came down and we chit chat and he treated us to macs at like 5am. thanks dewey! and he left. ay and i realised something, he actually is an amazing person to talk to. although half the time i think he is damn good at boasting.. haha but yeah and when he starts talking about his work (he works in the pump room anyway) there will be no end to it cos its his passion and goes all out for it. talking about earning money, its really tough. looks like ive got alot to learn from him hahaha
piercings and homosexuality? i dont think it shouldn be stereotyped. its very annoying. i dont like all of you at all already. youre making me mad. at the end of the day its between me and god and i dont think all of you will be there when god is questioning me when my time has come. meanwhile, god and i have an understanding and it doesn't concern all of your names so please just go away thank you
alright i know this has been an extra long post, i didnt ask you to read it anyway hahaha bye
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