Sha Elektra

Fuck with a capital F

havent been doing much lately. just blew $200 on shopping (call it retail therapy whatever) and ive yet t get my cardigan :( im trying t waste some time before i take the cgirls for trg today at like 4 zzz and i ended school so freaking early today dno why also. give me anything fun, anything t make me feel in the least bit happier or something. fought w mom, she freaking screamed at me in public when what i did was seriously unintentional. you suck, for now. i know we'l be okay soon. or rather i'l be okay soon and then i'l talk t you and all so for now, please dont bother me. just let me do what i want for example rotting in front of the freaking tv and not talking t anyone at home or what cos i rly dont have the mood t say anything

fitness trg tonight too and im rly running low on energy cos i havent sleep at all since yesterday afternoon when i woke up. i havent been faithfully writing in my diary too. cos 1) i dno wtf i put it and 2) i dno what t write even if i found it. anyway thanks xian for friday night. wouldnt know whr i would have headed if it werent for you and like you even had trg before that and you stayed up the whole night just t accompany me and watch passion of the christ even though you didnt rly enjoy watching the torturing part. and like thanks for letting me watch will and grace cos i sure had some good laughs that night. i rly dno what else t say other than a big thank you t you. you da woman xian. hugs

i miss v. i dno wtf she disappeared too. and bev, shes like totally mia. whr are all of you when i need a perk-me-up? can my pathetic life be even more crap please cos it seriously suck major league time now thank you very much. im an emo hobo, fucking sue me cos i sure dont rly care. bye