Sha Elektra

Will go to lengths chasing the elusive utopia dream.

My efforts will go to waste, eventually.

Yesterday I left my house at about 515 and only to realised that I forgot to wear my watch. I forgot. I always forget about alot of things. Unintentionally but of course. So I had to go back and get it. Was supposed to meet Ketam at Harbourfront at 530 but I was late. I couldn't get a cab cos its a Saturday and it was during the peak hour. Vic was late too so Tam and I decided to go over to Vivo first to get some munchies and whatnots. We ended up buying only peanuts and booze. And then we walked around aimlessly until Vic reached. And I learnt something about him in relations to girls which is disgusting! Hahah kkk, shhh our secret uh.

Jazz by the beach was alright. We could have been more prepared like remembering to bring a damn mat or something. We were sitting on damp grass the entire time the live band was playing. Darn it! Mmm the band played not only Jazz but Bossa Nova too. And there were afew acoustic numbers. My personal favourites of the night was the band's cover of Herbie Hancock's Cantaloupe Island and Eric Clapton's Change The World. The girl's voice was very soothing to the ears. Quite versatile actually. And she's quite hot haha okay shut up Sha! Sop and Hafiz came down in the later part of the evening. Afterwhich we took the tram and the train thing to get to Vivo cos we were so lazy to walk to the Sentosa bus interchange. Got my cranberry juice and off we went to Esplanade. Was supposed to meet Marxie since she was at Marina but she was sick and had to go home early. What's up with people getting sick these days huh? Get well soon ): Then we can play T.O.T together when we meet up!

Joy the Toy and GlenysFlenysPenis actually met us after midnight! But I was like left all alone to entertain myself while the rest was like in their own planet. Tam, Joy, Penis and Vic went 7/11 and I was left with Sop and Hafiz. I don't even know them well. And then they started talking about their own things and I was like listening to their intrigueing conversations but yet I had zero idea to talk about. Zero. It was highly unusual of me but I realised Sop is freakishly smart. Like in terms of scientfic things that has anything to do with Chemistry, he's the man. He even downloaded a periodic table off the net and transferred it into his phone. "Why do you have a periodic table in your phone?!" I asked in disbelief. Sop replied without much hesitation, "Because I very much like to know how things work on this Earth."

All of us parted at about 3am. Vic and I decided to crash Glenys's place and stayed til about two in the afternoon today. I'm quite tired/bored/lonely/sceptical/pessimistic tonight. I don't know why. I mean I'm happy right now, I constantly thank God for the existence of all my friends but at the same time I feel like as if something is amiss.

I don't want to fall in too deep but I want to make it last. We begin as friends and who knows what? I've been pondering and over-analysing far too much since last night.Who. Why. When. What. Where. How. I should make full use of this lazy Sunday of mine to catch up on my sleep rather than entertaining these thoughts in my head that wouldn't make me richer or poorer haha."In your heaaaaad! In your heaaaaaaaaaad! Zombie. Zombie. Zombie ay ay ay." Okay, goodnight everybody.

Need. Want. Cannot. Enough. Refrain.