Sha Elektra

We fell in love and then at some point the people that we loved forgot to love us back .

Well well, I gave school a miss today. I was really low on energy. Felt the need to rest the entire day (which I did, I didn't go gallivanting around okay haha) and mom wasn't very happy with me cos I didn't attend school. I don't like it when she uses my words against me. Its like so stupid. She always does that to agitate me. Its not that I hate or don't appreciate her or what but sometimes she uses that old trick of hers one too many a times. Its getting stale and it makes me fed up. Mama, stop it.

Anyhoo it makes me laugh to myself each time I thought about yesterday. Being pigs, Vic and I went to slack at some stone table around her house after dinner and then I have zero idea why we started singing Mraz's songs. The best thing was that we videoed ourselves lah aha. We're the gay-est people around yo. Make friends with us!

Sigh I don't know why but I suddenly thought about my netball career. Its been eons since I last went for club training. Always giving more excuses than reasons not to attend. I feel bad but I'm not doing anything about it. Fatty knows why. Like I said (for I don't know how many thousand times) I feel damn lucky that I'm part of Sneakers Adidas. Its one of those things where I'll go like "Am I even good enough to be here?" Seriously. I don't know but I wished I was in Sec 2 where all my shots go chop chop chop. My shooting inconsistency right now is scary mary. Percentage wise, its appalling. There's some point in time when I just feel like quitting Sneakers but Jiaolian's words kept ringing in my head like a mantra. He said something like once you're in, there's no out. Once a Sneakers' player, always a Sneakers' player.
Ah alright, so much ranting about my pathetic lifeless passion for netball... The weight of my decision were never yours in the first place.

On a happier note, got my copy of Her World's May issue in my letterbox today. I shall drown myself in compassionate womanly articles now, tata!