Sunday, June 15, 2008





Hey dad,
I’m writing to you not to tell you that I still hate you.
Just to ask you how you feel and how we fell apart, how this fell apart.
Are you happy out there in this great wide world?
Do you only think about your son?
Do you miss your little girl?
When you lay your head down, how do you sleep at night?
Do you even wonder if we’re alright?

It’s been a long lost road without you by my side.
Why weren’t you there the nights that we cried?
You broke my mother’s heart, you broke your children for life.
It’s not okay but we’re alright,
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes.
But those are just a long lost memory of mine .
I spent so many years learning how to survive.
Now I’m writing just to let you know I’m still alive.

The days I spent so cold, so hungry were full of hate.
I was so angry.
The scars run deep inside this tattooed body.
There’s things I’ll take to my grave.

And sometimes I forget.
But this time I’ll admit that I miss you.
I miss you, hey dad. -GC

Happy Fathers' Day, Papa. I hope you're not doing too bad out there.
And Happy Fathers' to all dads too!!! :D (Unless you're a fucked up one then forget abt it)

♥ Your (hopefully) one and only daughter,



And apparently Mama says that I've uncanny resemblance to you, no?
I think I've your height which is like Tall with a capital T. I'm 178cm now Papa, 178cm.
XOXO

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

i totally understand how you feel. *hugs* no worries, youre always in your dad's heart, im pretty sure of this.

and ive to agree with your mom, you resemble your dad too much :)

Anonymous said...

hey.. sounds sad man ur blog. u okay?

Lisa said...

awwww.. i feel ya. :D

Sha Elektra said...

thanks people :)
appreaciate the fact that you guys spent time reading my blog still.
oh and how was fathers' day spent at your side? gerek pe!

Sha Elektra said...

appreciate*

Lisa said...

ok uh. not bad. biase2 jugak.

Sha Elektra said...

at least dapat celebrate kan haha.
okayyyyy i wna go mandi now woohoo.