Sha Elektra

"But I miss you already, Sha."

Hello wello jello I'm taking a short break from stupid art. Bloody hell tiring. Mmm last Saturday was alright. Went Vivo instead of town. I'm sick of town. Ikhsan called and asked if I was coming down to the steps cos they had booze and people like Nas, Syafiq, Professor Oak and Man (?) were all there but I was already at Vivo and was seriously running late to meet San so I passed. Sorry people! Maybe next week. Okay shit, I know I always say that. Not that I meant to paitau or what. Okay I feel bad :(

Met San and Opai (Opai always bully me lor, tsk) with Vic and the rest came shortly after. San didn't smell like coffee cos I met him a tad late. Mmm had Subway for dinner then the rest left for town while I, decided to go home early with San. Bus rides are cherished, honestly. But he is so annoying! In a cute way that is.

San: -Looks at me and then literally giggle to himself
Sha: Why are you laughing?
San: -Continue giggling like some girl
Sha: Woiiiiiii, why do you always laugh when you look at me! I'm not a clown am i zzz
San: Hahahahahaha cos I'm too happy thats why
Sha: -stomach churning like some washing machine

And then today I was all alone at home cos my grandparents went to some wedding invitation and my mom fetched my brothers don't know go where. I like it when I have the whole house to myself. Talked to San on the phone in the afternoon too. We have our secrets right? Rrright. Many many secrets don't tell you hahaha. He kept singing and singing and he sang Fall For You for the umpteenth time. He suddenly asked me if I thought that he wasn't trying hard enough (The sudden topic was brought up thanks to the stupid lyrics) and I didn't know whether to answer it or not. I don't like pressurising questions like those. It makes my head spin. Which is utterly redundant excuse me. And I was a little peeved cos he kept shouting on the line for no apparent reason but its alright lah. Then at like five we got off the phone cos he wanted to go to the library with his friend for I don'tknowwhatreasonitshislifeanywayI'venocontroloverithahahaha. Oooo and I can't wait for tomorrow cos I'm finally going swimming. I hope I'll get a reasonably good tan cos right now I bet people think I'm suffering from jaundice or something. My skin colour is horrifying. I'm like raceless? Hahahahahahaha what the fuck is raceless anyway Sha? Damn, I just realised that this is like a whole chunk of junk -_-

I think I should get going with my art. I've typed... too much than expected, goodbye.

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine