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What I did for art yesterday... I think it's okay, right? Sigh.
Anyway, yesterday too was really fucked up. I had a few disagreements here and there with people. My mouth can say "Yes, okay.
I know you're contented enough." for a million times but my heart will still say, "You deserve better than this." I was a bitch last night and annoyed the fuck out of you. Demanding, rude, and unreasonable. I know I blew it. You ought to feel offended.
What I did for art yesterday... I think it's okay, right? Sigh.
Anyway, yesterday too was really fucked up. I had a few disagreements here and there with people. My mouth can say "Yes, okay.
I know you're contented enough." for a million times but my heart will still say, "You deserve better than this." I was a bitch last night and annoyed the fuck out of you. Demanding, rude, and unreasonable. I know I blew it. You ought to feel offended.
I am very lifeless and emotionally drained. The cherry on top? My own mom is not very encouraging these days. I hate to rush against time but I've no choice.
Dateline for art is around the corner. I need to shower soon and head down to school for another round of 6 gruelling hours of fucking art.
I shall remain optimistic as much as I can even though I feel like dying already. Yes, dying.
Crosses and circles,
PS: I miss you, VICroyVICksVICcintta. Haven't seen you in the longest time :(
Edit 11PM/ For that one special boy.
Over the sea and far away, she's waiting like an iceberg waiting to change but she's cold inside... She wants to be like the water.
All the muscles tighten in her face and buries her soul in one embrace. They're one and the same just like water.
The fire fades away. Most of everyday is full of tired excuses but it's to hard to say. I wish it were simple but we give up easily.
You're close enough to see that you're the other side of the world to me.
How could I not miss you too :( :( :( :( :( :( :(
You're close enough to see that you're the other side of the world to me.
How could I not miss you too :( :( :( :( :( :( :(
8 comments:
"Trust your own instinct. Your mistakes might as well be your own, instead of someone else's."
HAVE FUN.. DREAM BIG.
Know, though, that things worth doing seldom come easy.
There will be good days. And there will be bad days.
There will be times when you want to turn around,
pack it up, and call it quits. Those times tell you
that you are pushing yourself, that you are not afraid to learn by trying.
im a big fan of your art pieces. yours win all the rest that ive seen in exhibitions hands down! dont give up.... persevere and your effort will be paid off. enfure the last stretch of those art shits. but nahhh.... those art pieces of yours aint anything like shit. im willing to pay for them yo! now smile and pucker up buttercup!
~azzie
babe. i wont be going online alr. hiatus. =/ i'll get the photos from you soonish okay. (:
p.s. the date turned out alright right.. (:
to anonymous: thanks
to anonymous again: thanks
to az: hey hey hey thanks man, thanks for the great encouragement. really appreciate it!
to rachel: sorry k. i was vvvvvvv tired and busy thats why i haven't upload the pics. soon okay? and yeah sat's date was okay. he was... v nice and then he came over the next day at abt 8am and spent his entire sunday with me. too sweet. i'm like on cloud nine now woohoooo! :D
aku lagi mati, sha!!! puki betol, ugh :((
eh aku tkleh submit sak psl belum habis. cilake...............
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