Sha Elektra

has a habit of slipping away.

who would willingly jog to my house at 630 in the morning last tuesday and buy masala thosai for me for breakfast even though he didnt even sleep a wink the night before? my thunderbird. he then went home and met me again in the afternoon. we were supposed to head to rubys to develop our 120 film but me being me, i took my time to get ready and by the time i was done, ruby was definitely about to close. so san being san, he grumbled and sulked a little but we ended up laughing like mad as per usual over our inside jokes (this is a game. this is a game, sha. really. it's abt trust. if you trust me that i won't put the gum in your ear means.... you trust me lah.) before going out of the house. took 106 and when the bus was passing by holland v's cold storage, i saw cikgu samsiah! i wanted to wave at her but dismissed the thought... just in case she didnt see, i didnt want to be like some idiot in the bus cos san would obviously poke fun at me. grr, asswipe! (but iflylk so nvm...)

went to raffles city first to grab dinner at subway. then we walked around a little bit at marina. there were no seasonal sales around, linda wasnt at the boutique and we both kept going to the toilet cos our bladders sucked major league time. haha san, you're the champion. first you hit my smiley with the plastic bread thing, then your snort was on my cheek (?!) and you hit my smiley again with your watch. dont you love me anymore!!! then afterwhich we went to chijmes after grabbing some slurpee. hung around there for awhile when aidil suddenly called and asked if we wanted to meet in town for a bit. so we headed down to the heeren to look-see stuff and snagged a few copies of juice for ourselves haha. on the way to taka to chill, aidil wore my wayfarers and handed me his dslr. he was edward cullen. delusional that he was actually. haha i will never understand the hype about twilight. i just like how their idea of baseball is and how fucking nice edward's house was, especially his rm (but he has no bed. apparently vampires never feel the need to sleep). but other than that, i didnt like how abrupt the ending was zZzZzZzzZz

here are the visuals, i know some are really narcissistic and vainglorious but please dont hate them haha....................























and yesterday being the eve of 2009, i spent it with my favourite boy. i didnt go out due to some reasons........ but i know you people had fun with or without me right? mmmm we ate junk food like macaroni and cheese, cup noodles, pringles, bubble gums and whatnots. we even got cookies&cream and chocolate fudge! watched quarantine together and had many wonderful conversations. you know what, even though we were not out and about with our friends, me not getting wasted and whatever... but im glad that i spent my first new year's countdown with you, at the comfort of my own room because as soon as it was officially 200fucking9 just now, it also marked our 5th month together. thank you for your efforts to persuade your stern parents to spend a little time with me. this is by far the most meaningful, alcohol-free and memorable new year ever and im extremely happy beyond comprehension for the fact that you were here to celebrate your first new year, just for me. we talked about resolutions and i dont know if you were disappointed at my choice to dream small (i said my only resolution was to make more people smile this year, be nicer/more loving/more understand towards you in any way i can and whenever i have the opportunity and be more productive than i was in 08) but i know i'd never adhere if i made too many and often if i made too many, 70% are unattainable. so i pray, god willing, those three that i have specifically mentioned would be achievable.









here's one for our 5th, love you.