Sha Elektra

My current blog song and San's blog song, are songs that he dedicated to me during the most mind-boggling phases in my life, e.g family disputes, and during times when I am (a complete idiot in my very first serious relationship) being at my most impossible but he loved me all the same whether I'm an asshole or a carebear. These are the kind of songs that makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside. Thought I'd share with you guys. Hv any of you felt like there are certain songs that were written just for you because the lyrics were so apt and fits exactly in the phase that you are in? If so, please do share. I'd very much like to know :) As for mine and San's, the songs are by none other than Jason Mraz. Although I'd like to stress one point which is for you mcm phm posers to stop making assumptions that I'm blogging about this just because Mr Mraz is coming here on 5th March. It's purely coincidental and we loved him since "The Remedy" days. I'm not one of those Into-The-Scene kids, fyi. Not being defensive, more like telling you to fuck off and don't waste your time cos I can reject all your pointless comments. Anyway! My blog song is called "Details In The Fabric" and his is "A Beautiful Mess". Here are the lyrics babies. x

Details In The Fabric
Calm down, deep breaths and get yourself dressed
Instead of running around and pulling on your threads
And breaking yourself up
If it's a broken part replace it
If it's a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it

And hold your own, know your name
Go your own way
Hold your own, know your name
And go your own way
And everything will be fine

Hang on, help is on the way
Stay strong, I'm doing everything

Hold your own, know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own, know your name
And go your own way
And everything, everything will be fine
Everything

Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling
Are the things that make you blow
Have no reason go on and scream
If you're shocked, it's just the fault of faulty manufacturing

Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Everything
Hearts will hold...

A Beautiful Mess
You've got the best of both worlds
You're the kind of girl who can take down a man
And lift him back up again
You are strong but you're needy
Humble but you're greedy
And based on your body language
And shotty cursive I've been reading
Your style is quite selective
Though your mind is rather reckless
Well I guess it just suggests
That this is just what happiness is

And what a beautiful mess this is
It's like we're picking up trash in dresses

Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you write
Kind of turn themselves into knives
And don't mind my nerve you could call it fiction
But I like being submerged in your contradictions dear
Cause here we are, here we are

Although you were biased I love your advice
Your comebacks they're quick
And probably have to do with your insecurities
There's no shame in being crazy
Depending on how you take these
Words I'm paraphrasing this relationship we're staging

And what a beautiful mess this is
It's like picking up trash in dresses

Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you say
Kind of turn themselves into blades
And kind and courteous is a life I've heard
But it's nice to say that we played in the dirt oh dear
Cause here we are, Here we are
We're still here

What a beautiful mess this is
It's like taking a guess when the only answer is yes
And through timeless words, and priceless pictures
We'll fly like birds not of this earth
And times they turn, and hearts disfigure
But that's no concern when we're wounded together
And we tore our dresses, and stained our shirts
But it's nice today, oh the wait was so worth it

Thank you for loving me, Sansan.
I love you very very very much too, do you knw that?
I'm gna accompany you for your check-up tmr. See you :)