Sha Elektra

Could I have had it so much better?

Hello troopers, today was my off day and I got to sleep in. In retrospective, yesterday was tiring cos I had a lot of errands to run. Had to send the leftover MBS invites, go over to the post office to send some parcels overseas but halfway, I met San in town since the post office was nearby. We banged two birdies with one stone. He accompanied me around and afterwhich we went to get tiedye shizz. Thennn he bought me a watch before I went back to the shophouse while he hung around so that he could fetch me home when I knock off. Suffocating. Had to go back and forth from the shophouse to Sunshine Plaza yada yada yada blah blah blah, communicating with the girl at the printing shop was tough. I don't understand what she was trying to say because of her accent. Wahlao damn thick. And tmr I want to get over and done with work, period. Thursday is another off day! We're planning to buy a pet fish. Make it two cos one very lonely right. So we're going to eat lesser outside so we can buy our ikan-ikan. Okayyy, anyway buggggerrrrrrrr I suddenly don't feel alright now actually because I... I cannot believe what I just said but I meant it and have been meaning to for the longest time and it just came out but please know it's never with any intentions to make you feel upset in any way possible. I kept it to myself, I kept it good. I'm sorry. I know it's not enough (never enough) but that's all I've got. Fucking hell, I need to fucking sleep. I cannot afford to be late because of emotions. Emotions that can fuck myself up.

I just remembered, Rina if you are reading this. Meet me on Friday to collect your tee! I think I work damn near you. I try to sneak out and meet you at the tau huey stall or something. Text me k. Thank you very nice. x