FOR MY BLACK KAT

i love the way you had me at hello the first time we spoke, i love the way you made me anticipate your every sms, i love the way you willingly talk to me on the phone every night, i love the way you gave me the butterflies in my tummy, i love the way you first hugged me awkwardly, i love the way you were really shy the first time we met, i love the way you unknowingly gave me the drive to win your heart, i love the way you smile, i love the way your cheeks make me want to pinch them, i love the way you crinkle your nose, i love the way you play the guitar with so much enthusiasm, i love the way you sing to me - be it something soft or loud and out of key, i love the way you munch your food, i love the way you suddenly hug me, i love the way you neatly tug my fringe behind my ears, i love the way you give in to me whenever we play thumb war, i love the way you smell, secretly all the time :), i love the way you try and make me manje you, i love the way you feed me food and say "b, last kopek!", i love the way you get paranoid like a girl when the weather is humid, i love the way you rub my head and mess up my hair on purpose, i love the way you laugh when we watch whose line is it anyway?, i love the way you join me in my stupid random jokes and made it ours, i love the way you look me in the eye and say those three words, i love the way you give me assurance when i have insecurities, i love the way you ask me to help you kickstart your bike, i love the way you hold me by the waist and not mind my spare tyres, i love the way you sleep like a starfish, with your eyes half opened, i love the way you mumble my favourite songs cos you don't know the words, i love the way you always help me fasten the buckle to my helmet, i love the way you try to pacify me when i'm upset with you, i love the way you always try to impress me, i love the way you stroke my finger with your thumb whenever you hold my hand, i love the way you get super kemarok when you buy new things, i love the way you maintain composure while i freak out, i love the way you frown when you're reading the newspaper, i love the way you talk to yourself when you watch tv, i love the way you secretly try to read the notes in my phone's calendar, i love the way you observe the way i do my things, i love the way you snuggle up to me when it's cold, i love the way you praise me, i love the way you teach me about having patience, hope and faith, i love the way you mispronounce your words, i love the way you appreciate my existence in your life, i love the way you make me feel at ease and comfortable, i love the way you call me by my full name when you want 100% attention from me, i love the way you choose my outfit when i have no idea what to wear, i love the way you tell me that i am pretty even though i'm in my singlet and shorts, i love the way you motivate me, i love the way you get angry when i support liverpool off and on. i love the way you rub your nose against mine, i love the way you eat your chicken, leaving the bones squeaky clean, i love the way you kiss my shoulders when they're burnt from swimming, i love the way you work hard for everything, i love the way you look when you daydream, i love the way you keep on saying that i'm cute even though i strongly opposed, i love the way you make me want to more about you, i love the way you open yourself up and get out of your comfort zone for me, i love the way you go hxc about slurpee, i love the way you bite your lips when you think, i love the way you put your phone on your chest while waiting for my sms (cos you told me so), i love the way the way you glow when i make you very happy, i love the way you remind me that when all else fail, talk to god, i love the way you say your please and thank yous, i love the way you creep onto the bed in the morning while i'm still asleep, i love the way you come by after work just to pass me some evil supper, i love the way you play a part in saving the earth (sha off your light & fan pls), i love the way you sneeze like an old uncle haha, i love the way you want sweet treats like chocolates but i won't let you, i love the way you get over-protective when i talk about boys, i love the way you accept my past, withstand my present and long for my future, i love the way you forgive all of my mistakes, i love the way you get along so well with my family, i love the way you finish up the food i cook even though sometimes it sucked, i love the way you do some weird dance moves and think it's damn impressive, i love the way you feed the fish, i love the way you keep my ezlink in your pocket.

of cos there are things that you do that can make me tick really bad but when i set aside time to sit down and count my blessings for all these months, the good always overpowers the bad. i love the way you genuinely love me quietly, wholeheartedly. i know you do.

so please don't stray, don't ever go away... x