WITH NOTHING TO LOSE AND NOTHING TO PROVE

i do not need to believe in anything else, about what people say, about what people think, about what i did, about how i blindly and foolishly fed the demons in me. i do not need to believe in anything else, about how many times we fuck up, about what makes us crumble. i do not need to believe in anything else, about how another individual of one night slowly messed up my insides, question all of my actions and suffocate my conscience, about how he/she is secretly devoted to his/her selfish belief that my relationship would blow up into a million pathetic pieces. i do not need and refuse to believe in anything else, but you.