To love life, to love it even when you have no stomach for it. And everything you have held crumbles like burnt paper in your hands, your throat filled with the silt of it. When grief sits with you, its tropical heat thickening the air, heavy as water more fit for gills than lungs. When grief weighs you like your own flesh only more of it, an obesity of grief, you think, "How can a body withstand this?" Then you hold life like a face between your palms, a plain face, no charming smile, no violet eyes and you say, "Yes, I will take you. I will love you again." It's been such a long time since I posted our pictures here. A quick shout out before I crash. I love you baby :)
13 comments:
awwwwwwwwww, this post makes me miss far1!!!! :( i think he and i lack couple photos of late....
SHA! You're going laselle is it?
@Az Yeah I had the same exact sentiments that's why I posted these. Haven't been taking photos with San. He no longer initiates and I often forget even though we lug the camera everywhere we go.
@LY I am still lost at sea. Given the situation I am in, I can forget about pursuing anything. Lacking in family support and to say the obvious, the financial support as well. NAFA or Lasalle... Both doesn't matter as much right now. I am just really tired of a lot of things lately....... Btw, why?
Babe you ok? You know you can always look for financial assistance babe.
Nah... It's a lot more complex than what you think you know. Haha but I'm okay. Just a little lost.
is tat hasan??
sigh... problems will never end...
~az
Just asking. Haha. I think you should try applying somewhere! :)
@Anon Ya why?
@Az What to do... this is life. Like what James Barrie once said, sometimes you find a glimmer of happiness in this world and there’s always someone who wants to destroy it. Just got to live with it I guess.
@LY Where is somewhere?
he luk soo diferent!!
Idk, just somewhere. Haha. I think an arts school suits you lorrr. If you need financial help I'm sure there's assistance somehow.. Anywayyy out of point but I'm damn sad Vans doesn't have Parra Eras my size!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :( :( That shoe is like fucking nice i fell in love with it the moment I saw it. :( :( :( I HATE VANS THEY ARE ALWAYS SIZE 7 AND ABOVE except the ugly shoes UGH SO UNFAIR!!!!!!
@Anon More handsome right? I know... But what I don't know is, who are you? Eh San, you got peminat down here. Old flame uh?
@Ly I know right, that's what I thought so too. Well maybe not just the financial part. I may not even have enough credits to go to one. Oh Parra Era! Nice meh... I think the Chukka nicer eh. You Size 6 is it? Or 5? I will try to score a pair for you if possible. I will start asking around now k? Love you!
I'm a size 5 women's, which is size 4 men's. Impossible to find! But thanks anyway hahaha. The eras nicer!!! In my opinion. Nafa open house today, go check it out :D I think Laselle's too.
Post a Comment