Sha Elektra

Last Thursday at DBL O was mad crazy. Lots of emotions for a night but I found the whole thing fulfilling at the end of the day even though I felt like killing Jas hehe. Well the day kind of started out shit pissy cos S and I fought again (he's turning violent lah, even verbally, I hate it. And needless to say about the broken noticeboard episode) and apparently we broke up. I cannot stand it any longer, I'm sorry. I know I put up a tough front when he was there. Why so? I was crying uncontrollably in the cab while I was on my was to Vic's place instead. Really felt lousy cos I was in my maxi dress, my hair was in a Lykke Li bun but messy, I was wearing my havaianas, I didn't know what the heck I packed in my bag cos S was rattling on and on, I couldn't actually focus what went in and of cos I lost the supposed love of my life.

Took a nice cold shower before we went to meet the rest at City Hall. Mmm sappy love songs on the way there. It seemed that everyone was so much happier than me. Even the makcik beside me. Pouts :( Mmm bought some clothes to change into and ate dinner, yummy. It felt like recess in my alma mater again. I even ate my fav fried fish porridge. I started feeling better :) Met Jas outside while we were having a smoke and he was so the veryvainmcmgegerl.com okay. Grrr, "Eh Sha my hair nice not?" "My shirt nice right? My mother bought for me eh." Walaoeh, reached already never say hi or hug want to action barbie bang bang with me. Geramz.

Went to get films and batteries with Jas and he was freaking the merepek to the max. Next time go out with him must bring duct tape one and another thing that made my head pening is that, there's something wrong with my fisheye2 :( I must go to Shalom soon and ask what's wrong with my poor baby. It's like the flash wouldn't switch on? Mehhh so I wasted $ on films. K then we made our way to DBL O, Ikhsan was already there woooo. He looked good with the white shirt! Mmm in the next 2 hours or so, some of us got down and really dirty! Oh you know who you are! Hahaha cute cute cute. But some chose to conquer the couch. Shy lah uh. For me? I guess I was a good girl, no? Except I was a wreck at the end of the night. Wasted and sprawled across the floor like how Bev told me. K the rest was history like how I sobered myself up and stuff. Met Ryan for food, my stomach was in need of food. And I don't know if it's just sheer bad luck or what but on the way home in a cab, I heard this familiar loud, attention seeking, pipe sound and this Spark 135 zoomed passed my cab. I spotted the helmet with fugly stickers pasted randomly and I don't know why I found it hard to register in my brain that that was S. And Gigi was like terkial kial nak selit behind S. His face was an epic win. It was funny lah but then I just rolled my eyes zzz.

I don't know, I'm just numb to the whole thing but well I did enjoy myself at DBL O. After all, it was my virgin trip there hahaha. I don't know if Zirca is still on tonight or should I meet my other friends? Vic is like at AMK Hub with CJ now? Weird. Hmm S should be sleeping soundly right now in KL. I wished I was overseas too... Not KL duh. Krabi anyone? Oh lonely heart. This entry is seriously going nowhere so before I marry myself with youtube, I'd like to wish Happy Vajayjay Day to those happily in love. Bleagh, I'm taking the back seat for now! xoxo