I really miss this space now that I do not have the luxury to update it regularly. Work is sucking the life out of me. Now, I am a slave to money but give it a few months, I'm sure things will be better. I hope to give my blog some kind of a new look soon. I know! I have been saying it a few times already but I really hope I could. I checked my Nuffnang. Such a sad thing to see the numbers going down rapidly. I have lost a part of me which I love the most and that is to express myself through drawing/painting. That's because I haven't found a good sketchbook that I can work with. The one that I used previously, such a shame, I guess they are no longer sold here? I searched high and low for them but to no avail. I always brush off those kinds with rings binded at the side. I guess I am mentally maladjusted like that. I still have yet to start on some sketches for a couple of friends. (I don't want to draw on some random paper as I want to be able to keep them properly.) I do feel bad. But there's a fine line between feeling bad and feeling annoyed. Sometimes the way they keep coming back to me, it's like as if I am indebted to them. I owe no one nothing. I draw because I want to not because I have to.
It's a Friday night...................... Still at work. Nothing much in store for me. I hope you guys have a good weekend ahead. I hope to get back on track with updating! Kisses. xxxx
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