Nothing to do with the pictures but today, I shall super glue my heart on my sleeve. I gave it all. Everything I do is nothing short of genuine sincerity and lots of love. I do good things not because I have to, but because I want to. For the fucked up people at home, for you, for us. I want to make you as happy as you can ever be. Make you smile as widely as you can and laugh as heartily as you can until your wrinkles show because that is the only way I know how. But I realized, uncountable times, the good things I have accomplished backfires on me. Is it normal? People say, do good for the people you love and expect nothing in return... But who are we kidding? Ourselves perhaps? Nothing? Really? I mean at the very least, maybe a germ-sized something? Maybe a hug when I am feeling really crappy and sobbing like a kid? What about the saying to love and be loved the same way in return? Subconsciously, I'm sure we actually cling onto this tiny hope that someone does good and wonderful things for you too. Right? I feel bullied. Seriously. And I thought hugs were free. Do I need a coupon now?
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