Sha Elektra

But what is this feeling? Can someone answer me ♥ Sha
The reason why you feel this way is because you've caged up your unhappy emotions, and the lock is all your happy moments. But the cage is weak because of two things, you can't always have a happy moment and secondly, the cage is already full, and just a few more unhappy moments can cause the whole cage to collapse. There's totally nothing wrong with these emotions, don't be irritated with it because you don't have a choice. You don't want to be sad and stuff but you can't help it. I'm quite similar to you in some ways lah. And I won't be able to convince you that your existence is damn important in this world, but yes, I do know it's important, and someday if you allow yourself to, you will be doing great and mighty things, I want you to mark these words and I'll be there to see it happen. But in order to get there, first, you really have to get on with life. Cope and adapt.. I know it's not easy, but at least give it a shot :) I'm just doing what I should do really. I always felt that you were someone who had many holes in your life to be filled up, and yes, not having a fatherly figure is a painful thing. It's really one chunk of your life gone. That's another longing I see you want to fill up and as much as I think there's a solution, some things in life you just have to let it go. Many times in my life, I really gave up and call me a wimp or anything but I don't dare cut myself or anything to relieve the pain I feel or maybe I'm just not insane yet but I'm not asking you for anything much except really, please just study and complete Os cos you've gone so far and to turn back its just so... argh. Frustrating isn't it? I'm just afraid that you'd turn back. It's fine with me if you don't want to come school for a while or something but it's gonna be even more boring at home. I'd rather you come school and socialise. You're funny lah ♥ Geek of the day