Sometimes I wish the internet was filled with answers I actually need ♥
I'm beginning to lose faith in myself. I'm troubled. At a time when I'm supposed to be in school, I'm actually at home penning down my thoughts in this little space of my own. The past week has been pretty fucked up to say the least. I survived pointless arguments after pointless arguments and the tongue lashing I got from my mom for the bloody laptop. I no longer know the meaning of love and no longer find netball fun. I don't know what to do much less know what to say. I'm tired of my life. It’s easy to yell the fuck out of my lungs “I QUIT!” but then again I'm aware that there is a certain amount of responsibilty I have. Right now I'm still holding on to this puny hope that I'l make it through this rough ride somehow. Now breathe Sha, breathe. Oh and what the hell is your problem anyway? Cheebye, I'd rather you slowly go clean your hse w a toothbrush than to waste time jacking me
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