Hello my first BTL today was alright, better than what I expected actually but nonetheless boring.
Should have booked 1.01 and 1.02 together cos the slots are easily gone and now I've to wait til next Wed.
San ended his classes extra early too and he decided to pop by my place in the afternoon.
He was supposed to buy my chinese rojak thingy with cuttlefish but I think he forgot all abt it.
Then we just did our usual stuff, had Big Mac for dinner and wasted our time together again.
And guess what, Chsrr just told me he's gg fly off to San Francisco and L.A on 10 Dec.
L.A is like LOS ANGELES and LOS ANGELES is like L.A?! I don't make sense but moving on...
And guess what, Chsrr just told me he's gg fly off to San Francisco and L.A on 10 Dec.
L.A is like LOS ANGELES and LOS ANGELES is like L.A?! I don't make sense but moving on...
So I said, "Eh Syafiq can you do me a huge ass favour please please please?"
Then he went like, "Like what? Buy you things right? Hahaha."
The huge ass favour was to meet him before 10 Dec so that I can pass an instax shot of San and me.
So that he could go over to High Voltage Tattoo AND FUCKING ASK FOR KAT VON D'S AUTOGRAPH!
And the best damn thing was that he said "Okay can." like - Ah no sweat uh. Sure thing.
FUCKING AWESOME OR WHAT hahaha but I'm not gna put my hopes too high lah.
Eh fiq, kalau kat von d not there ask Pixie/Corey/Kim to sign good enough hahahahaha, thanks hor :)
Then he went like, "Like what? Buy you things right? Hahaha."
The huge ass favour was to meet him before 10 Dec so that I can pass an instax shot of San and me.
So that he could go over to High Voltage Tattoo AND FUCKING ASK FOR KAT VON D'S AUTOGRAPH!
And the best damn thing was that he said "Okay can." like - Ah no sweat uh. Sure thing.
FUCKING AWESOME OR WHAT hahaha but I'm not gna put my hopes too high lah.
Eh fiq, kalau kat von d not there ask Pixie/Corey/Kim to sign good enough hahahahaha, thanks hor :)
Anyway back to this thing in life called reality...............................................................................
Something fucked happened to me just now and I won't deny that I was in a perplexed state of mind.
I found out that you were right all along and it was I who blew the whole thing out of proportion.
You want to know something? Whatever you said to me when you came back at 930, meant a lot.
It meant so much that I felt liable for what happened to us throughout this fucking shit ass phase.
When I thought you didn't care, I got miffed but come to think of it now... I annoyed my ownself.
When I thought you were selfish and didn't bother trying to understand me, it was vice versa.
Clearly, I don't deserve you like how I first thought that you didn't deserve me.
It meant so much that I felt liable for what happened to us throughout this fucking shit ass phase.
When I thought you didn't care, I got miffed but come to think of it now... I annoyed my ownself.
When I thought you were selfish and didn't bother trying to understand me, it was vice versa.
Clearly, I don't deserve you like how I first thought that you didn't deserve me.
10 comments:
ShaSha we both deserve each other k....
I love you Sha.
our boys are the bestest.... ive always felt the same way you did... i think we shld hug each other! :(
and i love you back sansan. sorry for being a complete asshole last night but honestly speaking, i've never met someone with so much patience. counting the blessings i have in my life right now, i know God loves me very much...
to az: what do you mean :(
our boys are the bestest....: hasan bestest for you, far1 bestest for me!
ive always felt the same way you did...: that i dont deserve him like how i first thought that he didnt deserve me
i think we shld hug each other! :(: for being brats to the nicest pple we've ever known..
LOL...
anywayys, friendster's fine alrdy. see what i told you! :D:D:D
ya man, i don't know why i even thought abt it that way. its like some complete stranger wanted me the most out of all the people... i can forgive myself but to forget that i was such a prick is impossible. i instantaneously broke down when he said that after he lost his younger brother, he felt that his life was somewhat incomplete but then i came along and fell into place and filled that void. that was when i told myself to self-reflect and wake up. yeah friendster is bullshit! i wish everyone had facebook/myspace.
awwwwww, oh wells... you guys take the time to know each other better. dont get too hard on yourself. take time to forget such awful incidents but dont take too long cos they might juz hinder your life. as long as you learn from them, everything will be beautiful! and im sure he will guide you along pretty well. we all learn from mistakes k. and your relationship is still so young so its inevitable that you all do silly mistakes. so fret not k. this is all part and parcel of growing up in a relationship. now, dont feel bad alrdy!
haha i received an email from myspace bigwigs that theyre gonna del my acct cos ive not signed in for too long. haha!
why i appreciate and i will definitely bear all that in mind. it's rly very nice of you to come by and share your thoughts. i mean, its super helpful because you are older than me and probably have been through all these setbacks and whatnots first and it's good that i'm able to learn from both my mistakes and your experiences. am i wrong to say that? haha but in any case, a big thank you to you! you can be my kakak lah :)
anyway, i think friendster is okay. just the stupid applications and frequent maintenance thing can be rly annoying!
:) it's nth rlly... i can always be here to give you some advices if you need some! youve such a lovely relationship, i wldnt want anything to happen to you guys either! annnnddddd as VB quoted, "when you love someone, you work things out." HEHE! I LOIKE VB!
and the kakak part, oh man im flattered!! haha!
:D :D :D MUCHHHHHHHH APPRECIATED
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