Tuesday, November 18, 2008













"When you feel like giving up, just remember all the reasons why you held on to begin with."

Hello today was a plethora of felicity. If I had shook my stupid head instead of nodding it yesterday, that statement would be a perfect paradox and I evidently would not even want to snap a photo doing that two thumbs up rubbish. It's funny when I keep thinking about what happened the previous day. Not funny as in hehehaha funny but more like absurd. Absurd, how my frame of mind almost made me lose my vivacity in life because honestly speaking... If whatever that was not supposed to happen this fast happened, I can just go one corner, cry and fucking die. Seemingly, today felt like no other day. Perhaps a genesis on (correct prep?) a whole new level.

Thank you Sansan for the mushroom quiche, meatloaf ciabatta and whatnots. A million chimerical hugs to you for all of that and another million simply cos you are really some kind of wonderful. When I said you were such a narcissist, I was a prick with a dense mentality. I was a holy terror and ignorant to add. The discourse we had last night made me self-reflect and I discerned the fact that you were there for me all along. You just kept on giving me the unconditional love, care and concern even though I was being such an idiot. Now, I know that whatever you did for me was nothing but substantial. I am sorry I failed to see that earlier. Oh penitence...

However, I am very thankful that we're fine and dandy now. I know that we will remember these tender times for they are the ones which bind us together. Let us not be as blind as they say we are and let us not forget all the things we do that go unspoken because even those will bring us closer to what we shall become. By the way mister, your breath reeks of the delicious Morrocan Chicken Wrap and somehow I find it damn bloody gross okay. But I still love you, flaws and all.And I shall love you with every single freaking cell in my body, because I know no other way and because you absolutely deserve no lesser than that. X

I'm loving angels instead.

11 comments:

Anonymous said...

Omg he going army alr ah

Anonymous said...

My my my... Look at my one & only daughter. You look GREAT. I like the two thumbs up picture.
And to Sansan... Thank you for making Shasha a very happy girl. Both of you be happy & take care, okay.
- Mama

Anonymous said...

Woah you two at last fight isit? Hahahahaah!

Sha Elektra said...

to ly: no lah haha he action barbie bang bang only. i think in the next one an half years' time then he will go. sian

TO MAMA: CAN I PLEASE ORDER MY HAVAIANAS ONLINE NOW COS I HAVE NO SLIPPERS AT THIS VERY MINUTE AND THANK YOU YOUR WORDS VERY KIND AND LOVELY I SHALL HELP MR HASANUDDIN THANK YOU ON HIS BEHALF ALSO COS THAT BOY BOY WORKING NOW LAH HAHA

to anonymous: your hearty Hahahahaah! is really very rude. actually your entire comment is very rude. i don't want to waste anymore time with such animals

Anonymous said...

Omgah not only do e both of u look compatible, ur totally understandin 2wards each other puhhhhhhlease?!?

-Gil

Sha Elektra said...

uh thank you?

Anonymous said...

Haha eh Sha I swear the comments that some of your readers leave are damn funny

Sha Elektra said...

funny like what haha

Anonymous said...

e.g. "Woah you two at last fight isit? Hahahahaah!"

Haha damn funny seriously I will die in peace if I get these kind of comments hahahahah

Anonymous said...

Maybe someone is jealous of Hasan because that person is secretly in lubb wibb euu w0rzz KEKEX

Anonymous said...

“There is little difference in people, but that little difference makes a big difference. The little difference is attitude. The big difference is whether it is positive or negative."-W. Clement Stone