Tuesday, December 8, 2009

WHAT I HAVE BEEN DOING, HELLO?


been going out a lot lately, been hanging out with new and old friends, been on the upper side of up and the lowest low, been losing and gaining, been spending a lot too, especially on food. my god, cuscaden has like the most mouth-watering chicken wings ever. saturday was spent bowling with my ex classmates, i got a strike and a double okay. it went better that what i had expected cos i fucking suck at bowling. i will upload the pictures from the d60 in facebook when i get the cable from an. my p50 cable cannot be used :-( sunday was spent straigtening out my thoughts about some things. monday an picked me up from work and we went to catch new moon at the grand cathay. i am still in team edward thank you very much because of what bella said, i felt that it has a connection in my life. jacob black only looks better from neck down :-) then i had mukmin and lydia staying over cos lydia wanted to lose her dreadlocks. so sad, i wished i could do it but because i had my roots re-dyed already and sandy said that dreadlocks was not appropriate for work so oh well. guess i'm stuck with this boring hair for a long, loooooong time. and today i ate sakae with an and i love my hana maki but i love an more so maybe that is why i bought him two extra coke bottles. so funny today, so many mispronounciations, so many genuine hearty laughter. i know it started out hard, awkward, maybe full of angst but gradually, all is fine. is it right? i am trying, i really am. i hope you know that. i want to pull through this because i choose to.

tomorrow and thursday work, friday off. i am feeling for some seoul garden... mmm. going off to jb this saturday with a few friends. i foresee good food, cheap ass cigs, dvds, and a bag full of films. everything is starting to feel like a whole new adventure.

am i alive?

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