Thursday, February 4, 2010


I'm tired of being what you want me to be, feeling so faithless, lost under the surface. I don't know what you're expecting of me, put under the pressure of walking in your shoes. Every step that I take is another mistake to you. Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow. I've become so numb, I can't feel you there. Become so tired, so much more aware. I'm becoming this, all I want to do is be more like me and be less like you. Can't you see that you're smothering me? Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control. Cos everything that you thought I would be has fallen apart right in front of you. Every step that I take is another mistake to you and every second I waste is more than I can take. And I know I may end up failing too but I know you were just like me with someone disappointed in you.

3 comments:

SNICKERS' MUMMY said...

LP FTW.
Hope all's well.
Have faith in Him, at least. That behind everything lies a blessing in disguise.

hugs.

Sha Elektra said...

Hugssss :(

Sha Elektra said...

Eh pig yg tgh nazak hahaha, 11 feb this thursday Dbl O kau tau kan? Make sure kau turon kalau rindu!